Cheers to the NEW YEAR...

Hellooo out there...! Just got done reviewing all of my previous blogs from 2011, I almost deleted them becasue they were so depressing BUT I've decided to keep them posted. For the simple fact that this is my blog for a reason, its my journal, per say. Its here for me to vent and for me to reflect on when I'm having a great day or even a bad one. It helps me put things into perspective and to reailze how much my outlook on life has changed, I was in such a dark place in 2011, only makes me look for a much brighter one in 2012. If you read my blog from New years 2011, I didn't make a specific ny resolution, which may have been the beginning of my problems for that year, so I am FOR SURE making one this year and it shall be: That I will lose 20 lbs before April. YES, I am going to do it, I read one of my blogs where it said I just want to sleep and eat and enjoy the time off I had from work..WELL lets just say that I enjoyed it a little too much and gained 17 lbs...PUKE. I am hoping the best gfor myselg this new year, I am going to enjoy like to the fullest ad not be such a Debbie Downer, those are never fun to be around. Time to stop complaining and start changing.